Flower Petal Feelings

Trained to hold 

in, hold
on and on I
press these down, my
flower petal feelings 
heaped then
stamped like
wet concrete. 
They look solid,
look like stone cut
with the marble for St. 
Peter’s. They
are not. There
is no glue, no
mineral adhesive 
to accompany the
pressure so they
are motionless only 
when my lungs are
still. One breath and 
each petal is aloft, 
brushing my face instead 
of running down in
rivulets, but making
themselves known,
nonetheless.