Mower Blades

You never complained,
faced your pain, saw your
abuse, stood your ground, 
claimed your voice, asked for 
help, or held on for something 
better.  
You never asked
what Dad was like when we 
worked alone in the scorching
sun, mowing, slicing living 
things into forced submission. 
He was always kind to flowers, 
and dogs, and never heard his 
own father’s voice when he 
wielded words like a wicked set of pruning shears, all sticky with sap 
on the steel. 
Bend down, gather, lift, discard,
bend, tie, carry, start again. 
I claim my voice, I face
my pain. I see my abuse. I
stand my ground. I ask for help, I
hold on for something better. 
I know all about Dad. He’s fine. 
He’s an ass. He’s a trustworthy 
man in most corporeal matters. 
You are always kind to books
and cats and never hear 
your own mother’s voice when 
you wield your words like
poison darts, sticky and sweet
on the needles.