They always say not to
be afraid when they arrive
burning hot like the
sun. Above and around,
knowing what God looks
like they generally have
less to say than I’d think –
not like stars though, not
far away, but slipping
between realities as
though they were sheets
of paper. I’ve heard
they sometimes fight
their way through when
darkness guards the
page. Do not be afraid,
as though we could
manage it, however
good the news. But
I’m glad they try
anyway. Like comforting
a baby when there’s
a loud noise or a
change in cabin
pressure. Elevated,
unreasonably loved,
ransomed, so to speak.
Do not be afraid. Okay.
I’ll try to believe
they mean it.
Tag / fear
Strangers on a Train
If I met a stranger on
a train I’d run like hell if
he said much. I’ve watched
Hitchcock and sci-fi. No
driving at 150 mph. No sky
diving. No space exploration
for me. Life is scary enough,
criss-cross hijacked work
and all the unexpected.
Weaving in I see you, great
golden-eyed feline protector
growling fierce and low,
my champion love and
savior all in one. Weaving out
I see the darkened rest. Warp
and weft deny each other,
refuse to catch. There’s
calliope music in the distance
and people flip knives on
the dock while boys are
bought and sold.
No, if I met a stranger on a
train I’d run all right. It’s not
the right answer
(being afraid)
but I’d run anyway. I’ve seen
few lions in the city. I cannot
know the God-mind, father-
mind, free-will, big picture and
find my way safe in the blind.
And If I may say, how then can
I trust you?