There are two of me in
one. We don’t share space.
I’m in. She’s out, a puff of
air with barely a boundary
tethered with a bit of string.
She’s a finder of roles, an
actor of sorts, addicted to
scripting her answers. Her
words in my body, spending
itself in smiling. I
can watch my thoughts
as they disappear to make
way for what others want.
It happens like breathing
whenever I meet anyone,
anywhere, here. Then she
floats above, watching.
My inner self wants
my body back. I don’t get
confused. I am me, with
opinions that sometimes
leak, slipping out like mice
at night, leaving my brain
with nothing but an exercise
wheel that silently hints
at activity.