Footing

When I walk I stare at my toes

and think of the language of
shoes. I purchase them based 
on vocabulary and definitely,
attitude. 
I used to walk, eyes up, shoulders
back like I was trained, Dad’s hand 
wrapped around my neck, gripping, directing to the desired task, or 
person for whom I’d smile like a 
puppet with no words but a sort of 
weak ventriloquism. 
Dad wore black loafers with tassels,
or occasionally wingtips. He never
looked at them but then, he could
always speak for himself.  

 

Followers

Childhood clings to
us all our lives if
it was hard, as
though she follows us 
invisibly begging
comfort and a fix
for that deep, 
raking ache that is
all we’ll ever 
remember. It’s too
late for her. Once
time has passed we
can only ever 
turn, smile kindly,
and promise to
find a different path.